browsing-lazying around

its 3:10am and still cant sleep. what else can i do except browsing-lazying-peeping the internet,aite? back to these few days, i donno why i feel semacam. i cant explain. but i keep thinking tons and tons of things. my life, my family, my weight, my everything. and i still not receive the letter for me to lapor diri to start new life-work!. it makes me afraid. very afraid. MY WEIGHT! omg! from my usual weight 52kg, i'd spin the scale meter till 60+kg! damn! i need crash diet (biasanya ckp je nak diet tapi tak praktik pun,hampeh!). start tomorrow morning i must lost 1kg per day (boleh ke? semangat jer! tadi baru makan McD, big mac large pulak tu). can i make it or not? no matter what, i must lost some kilos. if possible, same as my weight when i was 13,14 years old-37kg.

stop the crap here. i wanna do some exercise. (wtf? at this time? exercise mata..hehe)


rupe-rupenye saya period.

nite.


xoxo

Michael "Mikaeel" Jackson

Michael Jackson, or his Muslim name; MIKAEEL, the "King of Pop" who once moonwalked above the music world, died Thursday at 2:26 p.m. PT, at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles, after he was taken ill at his rented home in nearby Holmby Hills about two hours earlier as he prepared for a comeback bid to vanquish nightmare years of sexual scandal and financial calamity. He was 50.

Big thanks to ALLAH for gave him nur and he'd already convert to Islam and died as a Muslim.


"semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat"

R.I.P. Michael Jackson: The Greatest of All Time



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happy fathers' day

specially dedicated to :

• iskandar bin hj ismail
• mohd zaid bin mohd ali
• izuddin bin mohd zaid (LOVE U)

and to all fathers in the whole wide world


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spot the HOT errr i mean NOT

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy, even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it

Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home

To come home

If I were a boy I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You got it wrong

But you're just a boy

And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Because you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

xoxo